Wani's Life

back again

2010-01-02T09:28:00.000-08:00

woww~ long time no see blog~:D hahahahah:D seriously not active:D i'll try to be starting now because.. I HAVE A NEW LAPTOP:D WHEEE~ It's hp man~:D n it's silver~ soo cool:D hahahaha:D

dislikes

2009-11-24T08:58:00.000-08:00

Problems of myself:-
1. I am always speechless
2. I cant do what I want to do
3. I am always given orders in my life
4. I cant make anyone happy
5. I cant even make myself happy
6. I mostly give the wrong advise
7. I cant follow my own good advise
8. I easily make mistakes
9. I always pick the wrong choice
10. I always mess up my life
11. I am always depended on
12. I cant let out my feelings
13. I always cry without realising
14. Everything I try to fix becomes worse
15. I can fix people's relationship but end up ruining mine
16. Noone, absolutely noone, understands me
17. I have an unpredictable personality
18. I cant choose my own path of life
19. I cant take care of myself
20. I CANT EVEN TAKE CARE OF MY BOYFRIEND!!

I HATE MYSELF!! ARGHH!

truth

2009-11-15T08:10:00.000-08:00

Keeping feelings is hard.. Maintaining them so that they wont escape is even harder.. The anger within me.. Trying to let itself out.. But i cant.. I cant! I just have to hide it all.. And keep it hidden under my fake smile.. A FAKE SMILE! Pretend to be happy when the truth is, im not.. I am the total opposite of it.. Im angry.. Arggh! When can i let it all out?? It cant be in me forever.. I cant stand it.. It's killing me inside.. I need help.. Where can i tell it all?

Dizzy head

2009-11-02T19:26:00.000-08:00

Always.. Always... There is always a problem when we meet.. Urgh.. I hate it.. I cant bear it anymore.. It's making my head spin.. And now, i dont know what else to do

Yay!:D

2009-11-01T16:26:00.001-08:00

Azim coming to the mall later!:D yay!:D cant wait to see him.. I miss him so much.. I really do..

Oh, and i'll be picking up imai, azim and syamim.. Azim and syamim will be at syamim's place so i hope i can find it:D

Imai will be sleeping at my place later that night so yesterday i was busy cleaning my room.. So messy!:D hahahaha:D

mall time

2009-10-30T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Sunday afternoon, go to the mall.. Have hi-tea with my family and my dad's co-workers.. Next day, mall again.. Hang out with shaf, mmb, etc.. Maybe even watch a movie.. What movie? There's not much to watch.. Azim maybe will come but he's not sure.. I hope he comes.. I really miss him..

On that week, kamel invited us wiks to the mall and watch the movie, "Jennifer's Body".. Sounds fun.. Kamel will bring airay, imai and idi, shaf and afiq, me and azim.. A quadruple date.. But i cant come because azim cant.. So, he doesnt want me to go.. I guess i'll just follow what he says.. sigh..

Freedom~:D

2009-10-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

yahoo! freedom time:D hahahah.. legeng aku ahh:D anyways, it has been almost half a month since I finished my pmb:) woww.. can't believe it's done:) time flies faster than you realise it:) hmm.. all the activities I planned for after pmb is not done yet:) Open house check, go to the mall check, watch a movie check:) emm, I haven't gone to the beach yet.. well, i'll do it someday..

In the meantime, I'm kinda busy helping my mom bake cupcakes:) and guess what?:D I made my own cupcakes for the first timE!:D and it's yummy~:D it's cheese with chocolate on the bottom and cream cheese frosting on top:) yummm~:D oh, gtg.. have to go shopping for some ingredients again:D

unactive

2009-10-03T22:12:00.000-07:00

woww!!:D not active.. seriously not updated.. busy getting ready for pmb.. 6 more days till pmb.. 14 more days till freedom:D then i'll be active 24hrs.. seriously:D can't wait till freedom!:D

Rizqun:D

2009-08-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

This Thursday.. doa selamat.. for ka fina.. she's going to uk on the 3rd november.. woww.. time flies so fast..

I cant wait!!! because Imai & Idi, Kamel & somebody, Shaf, Mirza & Jihah would be there!:D wait.. especially Azim!!:D yay!! and on top of that.. the next day will be his 15th birthday!:D birthday boy~ my boy~ hahaha:D

I got it all planned.. since my history tuition starts at 3.30 till 4.45 and azim's tuition will be until 5.45pm.. soo, imai would come to the tuition place after I finish my tuition and we hang out while waiting for azim.. when he finished his tuition, then my driver picks us up and we'll go straight to rizqun.. there~ everything's planned!:D

hope nothing will get in the way:)

Birthday

2009-08-17T01:06:00.000-07:00

11 more days till Azim's birthday!! Happy Advanced Birthday Sayaang! You're going to be 15!! one year older than me.. alaa~ you're getting old~:P hahahah.. kidding~:D

Autopsy

2009-08-11T02:01:00.000-07:00

Watched 'Autopsy' yesterday at the mall cineplex.. with Ka Fina, Ka Nadz and... Azim~~:)

It was fun, fun, FUN!:D

All of us were actually sitting at the normal seats at the back row.. but then the love seats were all empty so me and Azim sat there.. together:)

I was lying on his shoulder and he put his arms around me.. couldn't stop myself from smiling:)

I was all warm inside:) the movie was actually a thriller movie but me and Azim were laughing:D hahaha:D we're weird~:D

some of the parts were scary and I screamed a bit and hugged Azim:) I covered my eyes using the hood of his jacket but Azim kept on pulling it down.. hahaha.. meanie~:D

he joked a lot:D I just kept on laughing:D

Ka Nadz and Ka Fina went to the food court to eat dinner so me and Azim went to the arcade.. We took a picture there.. Actually two pictures, one for me and one for Azim:)

It was already late so we had to go home.. aww~ but I wanted it to last even longer:(

oh well.. there's some other time:) Can't wait:)

thinking

2009-08-04T03:24:00.000-07:00

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Thinking of something.. something that I don't know why I'm thinking about it.. I don't know if it's important or not.. all I know is that this is the first time I ever thought about it.. then a favour or as people say, a plead, came to me.. asking me not to think about it.. and then I realise that I can't.. even if I put that thought aside.. to the corner of my mind.. that forgotten thought will always haunt me.. I realise that the thought is not alone.. It is accompanied by a conscience, my conscience.. telling me what's right and what's wrong.. guiding me to my fate.. it is until then that I realise.. I have to do something about the thought.. not long after that.. a voice was heard from my heart..

"Don't do it! It's a big mistake!"the voice shouted..

I have to choose between two paths.. One from my conscience that tells me to do something about the thought and one from my heart that tells me to leave it that way.. I'm confused.. I don't know which path I should choose.. if I choose the path from my conscience, I could make a better future and a satisfying life.. but I would lose the chance to have a happy life that I have always dreamt of.. My mind is racing with questions.. all of them leads to one answer.. And I don't know what it is...

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rose-y

2009-08-01T22:18:00.000-07:00

I was searching for a flower at my garden just now for my science experiment.. Turns out I have a simpur tree at the back of my house.. It was beautiful.. I love it..

Then I remembered that the teacher told us to find for the scientific name.. so I googled it.. It was.. umm.. delinia something.. hard to remember..

As I was bored, I searched for images of roses.. there were many that I like.. like the ones below..

I especially love the colorful ones..

I wish Azim would give me roses.. That would be soo sweet.. sigh~

movie time:)

2009-08-01T05:03:00.000-07:00

came back from tuition.. veryy tired.. almost fell asleep while reading the alquran..

oohh~ But I had fun during tuition just now:D Me and Azim and the others were watching a movie.. a history movie.. didn't understand it because I was too busy looking at Azim~:D and well.. yeah:)

Sigh~ Fun~:) love him even more.. wished it would last even longer.. but it didn't.. oh well~:) atleast we had fun together..

I was supposed to read out my letter to Azim but I was too shy.. sorry~

oh and one last thing I want to say.....

I LOVE YOU AZIM!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!! MWAHHHH~:)

Tiredd

2009-07-25T22:56:00.001-07:00

accidentally fell asleep last night.. while chatting with Azim.. sorry sayaang~

anyways, sigh~ I'm tired.. came back from tuition, then went to a function and my tuition starts again later.. busy busy day..

lalala~

tuition time!

2009-07-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

wahh~ I met Azim at intelek just now.. I was wearin my new 'aladdin' pants..

he asked,"Wani baru balik dari mana? usulnya macam baru balik dari india":D

hahaha.. kejam~:D

anyways, he gave me his pictures and there were a lot! all put in an envelope.. and there was a letter in it.. how sweet:)

after that, I gave him his gift.. a heart keychain:)

then, suddenly he put a candy in my mouth.. well slowly actually.. aww.. thanks sayaang:)

well, after that we talked and talked and talked more than before.. I love him even more:)

good deed

2009-07-24T23:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guess what?

I did a good deed today!!:D

I actually helped Fiqah to pass her maths qualifying.. She actually failed.. She needs one more mark to pass.. so the teacher told her to search for a left out mark.. but she couldn't find any..

Then Wendy asked me to find it for her.. So I searched and i found a question where she got the wrong answer but the right working.. I told her about that.. But she said that it wouldn't work..

But I knew I was right so I showed it to the teacher.. And hoped that it would work..

And she agreed!! yay!!

FIQAH PASSED!! :D

homee:)

2009-07-24T03:52:00.000-07:00

Back from miri.. home sweet home:D

anyways, my appointment was extremely faster then usual.. so we had more time to go.... shopping~!:D

i found the 'aladdin' pants.. the one that ka nonoi have been searching.. and guess how much it is?

it's only RM29!! freakingly cheap! the ones they sold at the padang was 28 brunei dollars.. woww.. it's twice cheaper in miri..

and I bought a monkey shirt.. i mean a shirt with the picture of a monkey on it.. it's cute!!:)

I was going to buy a manchester united jacket but then.. I was broke.. hahaha:D

went back earlier then usual.. around 10.. chatted with azim till midnight.. he said sweet things.. oh i love him:)

but he was bored when I was in miri.. sorry sayaang~ but he said that he was no so worried coz he trust me:) ehe.. i'm proud of you sayang:)

4th Monthaversary:)

2009-07-16T05:52:00.000-07:00

Today was the best day of my life.. At first I picked up imai and shaf at imai's house.. then we went to azim's house..

Imai and shaf was really crazy.. they were "Sehati sejubur" hahahah.. :D They made videos of them singing.. I was going to post them here or in youtube.. but they deleted it.. oh well..

me and azim had our alone time though.. heheheheh.. dont wanna tell it here.. private:)

well.. yeah.. that's all I can tell..

HAPPY 4TH MONTHAVERSARY SAYAANG!! LOVE YOU!! EVEN MORE!!:):)

Countdown

2009-07-14T21:29:00.000-07:00

tick tock tick tock..

1 more day to go!!

Tomorrow is the day.. cant wait.. come on.. come on.. fly time.. fly!!

wazi day :)

2009-07-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

2 more days till our 4th monthaversary.. and it's on thursday.. so we can meet!! cant wait!! oh mann~ I miss him so.. wanna hug him..

Missing

2009-07-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

Wahh~ I miss writing in my blog.. it's been a long time.. since ? woww.. that's long... it's because of my qualifyings..

okeyy.. let me write down some details..

Bm1- it's okeyy~ did a letter composition about h1n1.. that's easy as I read all the news..

Bm2- some parts are easy and some parts aren't.. the peribahasa is hard as usual.. Urggh.. I am really not good at peribahasa..

Eng1- quite okey.. My composition for section A was 525 words but the limit was only 300 words.. hope that's okey.. in section B, i did around 200+ I think..

Eng2- unbelievably easy.. easier than the execises Ms. eh I mean Mrs. Salwana gave us..

Maths1- at first it was hard.. but then after I read the question once or twice.. I managed to do.. Pheww~ ohh.. and 1 thing.. When the teacher told us to putour pens down.. I noticed a mistake I made and quickly crossed it out eventhough I was using pensil.. hahahaha..

Maths2- easier than all the test I had so far.. Cg Suryani told us our marks early and I got 90%!! yay! but unluckily.. my rank was number 2.. the first one was Wafi.. He got 91%.. sheesh.. just one more mark.. oh well..

Geography- okey lahh.. but the map was confusing.. it made me dizzy..

Irk- no comment

Computer- arggh.. freaking hard! too much logical questions..

History- OMG!! seriously HARD!!

Science- Easy.. but I cant answer two questions..

Mib- It's okey~ not much to tell

DONE!! QUALIFYING IS OVER!! FREEDOM!! WOHOO!!

Tough luck

2009-06-30T06:10:00.000-07:00

Oh man~ cant see Azim on Thursday.. because there's no tuition.. :(

Stupid h1n1.. oh well.. be patient..

I hope that there would be tuition on Saturday.. I don't wanna miss seeing his face again.. I miss him sooo much..

Amin~

Imai's House

2009-06-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

I went to Imai's house to study there and to catch up with the latest gossips.. It was getting boring..

So I had this wild idea to invite Azim over.. I told Imai about it..

She said,"Tunggu ah.. Aku tanya mama ku dulu"

Wah~ I was just kidding!! But then I gave it a try.. Me and Azim's chat went on like this..

Wani: "Azim, azim ada apa ptg ane?:)"

Azim: "Nada pa2.. npa?:)"

Wani: "Wani banarnya mau inv8 azim ke rumah imai.. Tpi wani pikir yg azim nda dpt:)"

Azim: "Hahahah:D patutnya tuan rumah yg menginv8 azim:D"

Azim: "Azim dpt pulg jln kaki ke sna:)"

Wani: "Owhh.. Datang~:)"

Azim: "Okey~"

Wani: "Okey.. Wani tnya mama imai dlu:)"

Azim: "Tnya tah:)"

Then Imai said that he can come!! :D So he walked all the way from his house to Imai's house..

Wanna know something funny??

At that time I was wearing a red t-shirt and so was he:D

Anyways, we talked and joked.. Then, finally, Imai had to go to the toilet.. So she left me and Azim alone..

Then, fantasy happened:) Which I cannot tell.. But the one thing I can tell is that he said,"I love you" to me for the first time face-to-face..

Aww~ I love you too sayaang~ :)

Imai left us alone twice.. Thank you mai!!:)

That's all I can tell.. It was an unforgettable afternoon:)

Sweet story

2009-06-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

Loving Azim even more.. Can't stop thinking about all the stories he told me..

Turns out he liked me before he even knew me.. But then he already knew who I was even though we never met face-to-face.. He knew from my khatam picture..

But... But.. That picture of me is sooo funny.. he said that yea, it is funny.. But cute.. aww~ sweet~ :)

Then, he also told me that he saw me sitting in the class during SSSRU last year.. He didn't knew me that time..

He said in his heart when he saw me,"huii~ sweet bini-bini atu.. mun aku dapatkan ia, inda lagi ku gunakan bini-bini lain"

aww~ how sweet.. and now I'm his girl and he's my boy.. and I want it to always stay that way:)

beach day

2009-06-22T06:46:00.000-07:00

Today is officially the best day of my entire life!!

Wanna know why? When we went to the beach that's why..

My sister picked him up at his house and his mother invited us to go in for a while.. So we did..

His house was so big and nice.. We went in and salam Azim's mother..

On the way to the beach, me, Imai and Azim sat at the back seat with me sitting in the middle..

At first Azim was quiet and so was I.. Then, he rested his head on my shoulder.. Aww~ he looked so cutee:)

We reached the beach and Azim carried our food.. how nice of him~

Anyways, me and Azim stayed behind my sisters and Imai.. We held hands:)

When we went down the stairs, we had to let go of our hands.. Then, there was this steep part of the stairs.. Imai was scared and so was I.. But Azim held my hand to prevent me from falling.. my hero~:)

Then we had fun at the beach.. We played with the water.. Then we took a break and ate our food.. My sister, Nonoi, was mean.. She made me as a waitress and asked me to serve the drinks.. I'm not a waiter lahh:D

After that.. We played on the sand.. Imai wrote "Idimai 2517" in the sand while Azim wrote "Wani 728 Azim" and "WA".. And it was big! How sweet~ :)

Then we were tired.. So we went back to the stairs.. But this time it's much harder.. There was a big gap between the first step and the ground.. Azim went up first and then he held my hand and pulled me up.. Thanks sayaang~:)

We reached the high part.. And we were far behind the others.. I took the opportunity to kiss Azim's cheek:)

Then we walked back to the car.. Our feet were sandy so we washed them at a nearby toilet.. The toilet was dark and scary so we washed our feet quite quickly..

There were swings there so we played on it.. Azim pushed my swing for me:)

Then we went back to the car.. Halfway home.. I rested my head on his shoulder.. It was comfy.. I couldnt stop myself from smiling..:)

Then, we sent imai home.. So it was only me and Azim sitting at the back..

After that, we reached his house.. I salam his hand.. And that was it :)

A memory I will never forget :)

Love you even more Azim~ :)

yay!

2009-06-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

Can't wait for later.. Beach time!!

Going to meet sayang~ Azim~ can't wait, can't wait, can't wait~ :D :D :D

I'll tell everything on the next post..

for azim

2009-06-21T01:00:00.000-07:00

azim~ if you're reading this.. I just want to say that i love you~ And I dont anything bad happen to you..

Eversince I heard that your leg hurts because it hit something when you were skateboarding, I was really worried..

And your mood changed that night.. You gave smiling faces but it's like you werent really that happy..

My favourite sister came that night.. It was supposed to be fun.. My whole family was enjoying that night.. They were all laughing together and having fun.. While I was the only one being quiet by myself worrying of you..

I tried my best make you happy.. But you didn't realise that I wasn't happy either.. Then you made this big decision to stop skateboarding.. But you love it.. You stopped just because skateboarding makes you sleep late and that you know I dont like it when you sleep late..

You gave up something you love just because of me.. I dont know what to think.. You leave me speechless.. I dont know if it's good or bad..

All I know is that I love you~

Audi r8

2009-06-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!

I HAVE A NEW DREAM CAR!!

AUDI R8!! RUGGET!! SERIOUSLY!! WAIT.. I'LL POST THE PICTURES..

Rugget kan?? I saw one just now near the mall.. A silver one.. I couldn't stop staring at it..

If I compare this with my brother's car.. woww.. This car wins!!

miri

2009-06-19T23:46:00.001-07:00

Went to Miri yesterday.. Dentist appointment.. Now my braces is orange!! hahaha.. for a girl who likes blue.. that's weird right?? hahaha.. nah~ i'm just trying it out..

Anyways, I felt guilty because Azim cant sleep as he was worried about me.. He didn't even have the mood to pay skateboard.. why didn't I go online last night?? this wouldn't have happened.. Oh man~ sorry, sorry azim~

SORRY!! :(

mb3o party

2009-06-12T04:39:00.000-07:00

We had fun during the party!! We ate like we couldn't eat no more.. I'm tired to write anything.. So I'll just post the pictures..

Fatin!! Zimah domdom!! :p

uii.. orang arab~

awu mirah.. happy tah ko makin kancang dengan mumu boy mu atu..

aiya~ fiqah ane tah banar.. tapuk-tapuk muka saja~

cikgu, cikgu.. mengampu kami~ :D

eh, balloon ku jua tuu

Lelaki mb3o ane.. mesti berkumpul

mirza!! Guitar kuu

ahhhh.... cuiiiiii.... Xp

balloon artist.. wendy wookie!!

eh, gila balloon dorang ane

ahhh!! Balloon escape!!

orang poklen modern~

big balloon!!

Happy birthday~ to me~~ :p

Woesh~ rugget balloon atu~

mirah, balloon, wendy, balloon~

eh, maziah, hampus karang ko pasal luan kuat meniup..

foood~

mmb in distress~

ui.. semangat juaa.. lapar banar ko kah?

wah~ terseliur ku eh makanan atu

yum, yumm~

hahahah.. kasian nama si khai.. ketinggalan~

Banyak orang birthday atu.. termasuk aku~ :D

uii.. Sabar deyh.. banyak masih ais atu..

nyaman anggur atu eh.. fresh~

wendyy.. aku mau juaa~

pizza~ yummy~

banyak makanan ahh

wwfms eating~

makan time!

awuu.. aku tau kamu lapar

cikgu happy manjadi tua~

muahahaha

julur lagi~

david breakdancing~~ buruk nye~

chocolatee~~

makeup nya coklat

wohoo! aku paling bersih~

chocolate wwfms!

wendy ambuk!!

bah.. gilat lagi tangan mu atu.. jadi kucing ko tarus tu~

qyqy coklat!!

lollipop~

wah~ lawa banar muka ku atu eyhh~

facepainting~

The artist~~ david bulat~

in the process~

tada~~ siapp.. mira the minnie mouse~

sami~

W&A

oral

2009-06-09T03:08:00.000-07:00

tommorow.. Bm oral.. Still nervous.. But only a little because of the advice azim gave to me..

"jangan nervous masa oral.. Mun nervous, lupa tia tane apa yang tane ingatkan"

Thanks for the advice sayaang~ love you~

But there's one thing that I dont like during the oral.. Teacher said that we should not wear any noticable jewellery.. Including rings..

Oh no! But i want to wear the ring azim gave me.. Now what??

Hmm.. I know.. I can hang the ring on my necklace so that it can be near my heart and teacher wont notice it..

That's it! I should do that..

David's birthday

2009-06-06T00:37:00.000-07:00

Woww~~ Just now was fun!! Today is David's birthday and me, mirah and wendy planned to put caramel pudding on his face..

It was mirah's idea because we did that during her birthday too but with cream cake.. Hahahah..

Anyways, she bought the caramel and when we walked to david.. He saw caramel on our fingers.. He ran away!! ooohh~~ Sooo close.. We ended up spending our whole break time trying to do it.. We even hid when david came into the class.. I hid behind the classroom door.. When he came in.. He didn't realise I was there.. When I surprised from his back.. he managed to run away!! oh mann~~

We almost gave up.. But I didn't.. When david came into the class.. We trapped him and dabbed the whole caramel pudding from our fingers to his face!! hahahaha.. His face was covered with caramel.. ahahahah!!!

GOTCHA DAVID!! MUAHAHAHAHA!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID!!

THE BIRTHDAY BOY SMELLS LIKE PUDDING!!!!

love him

2009-06-04T18:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, after I finished my history tuition.. I went outside the door and saw him waiting for me.. He was smiling.. and so was I..

When I came near him.. I knew he was nervous as he was shaking a lot.. he then showed me a ring he hid under his cap.. and slid it onto my finger..

I looked at the ring and saw that 'Wani 702' was written on it..

I could see in his eyes that he didn't regret giving it to me..

I couldn't stop myself from smiling.. I didn't know what to think.. I was surprised and happy..

Eventhough the teacher saw us.. I didn't care because my eyes were focused onto him.. I wished it lasted even longer..

He made my day even better.. Thank you sayaang~ I love you~ :)

Half-half

2009-06-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

Tommorow is the day~

I'm going to be half happy and half stressed tommorow..

The stressed part is because I have a geo test tommorow..

The happy part is because tommorow is mumu girl's birthday.. And also because I'm going to meet my sayaang azim~

Cant wait cant wait cant wait :D

WaZi Cupcake

2009-06-03T06:02:00.000-07:00

Got this from mum.. Lawaa ah~ i love it!!

Cant wait

2009-06-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

oh boy, oh boy, oh boy.. Cant wait till thursday.. Azim said that he has something he wants to give to me.. But that's not what I was looking forward to.. It's the fact he's going to give it to me face to face!

You want to know how? Well.. I just registered at intelek which is the same place he goes to but with a different subject.. He and I tuition at thursday and saturday..

I finish my tuition at 7.00 and he starts his tuition at 7.00.. So we could meet..

Oh man.. I miss him sooo much

boring day

2009-05-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

Me and Imai stayedback just now for scout for the last time.. During the scout was fun.. But before that was boring.. Eventhough I brought my basketball.. It was still boring..

Anyways we had our computer class just now.. And PHEWW~ the teacher was okey as usual..

happened

2009-05-28T00:59:00.000-07:00

Just came home from school.. Sleepy but I cant sleep.. weird~ anyways..

OMG!! Just now during our computer extra class.. Cg Sofian was really MAD!! For the first time we saw him like that.. and it was freaking SCARY!! He was mad at some of the boys in my class because they're did only a little of they're project which sir gave for more than three weeks!! He even KICKED his chair.. The wheel kind and it fell to the ground..

PUTTT~ Patah dah.. Serves them right.. Who told them to play computer games instead of doing the project?? KETULAHAN~

Anyways the good thing that happened just now was that my netball team were playing another team including one of the twins!! And guess what?? Unbelievably..

WE WON!! 2-1!! Wohoo!! GO TEAM 4!!

Jogging

2009-05-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

oh mann.. I was going to go jogging with azim today at damuan.. but then.. he cant make it because his parents are going shopping.. which means no transport.. I have to go jogging with my sister instead.. borriiing... oh well..

ilotus

2009-05-25T22:13:00.000-07:00

I ate at ilotus for the first time.. and wow!! the place is soo beautiful.. we ate stemboat there.. yumm!!

wait.. I have the pictures..

I like that!

woesh~ Smile mummy!

kaka fina, me n kaka rina

any difference?

wow.. we are vain..

ka fina doesnt know how to pucker up!!

smile!!

what's that?

cutee

I look fat..

no thank you

Parents

Dont forget about me!!

Sasat!

Thank you ma'am

Zzzz... waiting..

Scared

2009-05-23T22:33:00.000-07:00

I'm scaredd.. for once... I really am scared.. I am afraid that I made a fight between two bestfriends even worse..

It's Azim and Fadhli..

They had a fight the day before yesterday.. Azim was seriously stressed..

I asked why.. so he told me to read what fadhli wrote on his wall.. It's was like.. woah.. mean mean mean mean.. I couldnt control myself..

So I wrote on fadhli's wall "eh??".. Then when I chatted with azim.. he said he doesnt want me to interfere because he's afraid I would be the third person in the fight.. but too late..

and then yesterday Imai told me what filzah as in fadhli's younger sister told her..

fadhli said,"eh, napa si wani atu kan?! nyampuk urusan lain!! nada salam lgi tu!!"

ever since I heard that.. I just realised that he has changed.. he's becoming more sensitive.. It was all because of his bad breakup with julaiha.. Poor him.. he loves her so much.. oh well..

anyways.. I remembered that azim and fadhli are in the same class.. and well... I'm afraid they make a big deal out of it and get in trouble..

So I asked Imai for advise.. She said to just apologize to fadhli.. But I dont know how to!! I suck at apologizing.. seriously..

so.. I had to do it.. I apologised.. and he said, "no worries.. just forget about it"

Phew~ I hope that can stop all this madness.. amin~

woah!

2009-05-20T04:40:00.000-07:00

my hair!! It's straight!! omg!!! n my butt hurts.. I sat too long.. more than 3 hours!! poor mirah.. She was with me the whole time.. almost died of boredom.. sorry, sorry... we even took photos there..

The carnival

2009-05-18T06:05:00.000-07:00

During the smsh anniversary

we're the sebat warriors!!

The camel is very thirsthy xp

Us.. The wiks!! :D

Guess which one is my feet? I give you a hint.. It's not pink!!

Cikgu Salmiah tinggi rupanya~ tapi lagi tinggi azim~ hahahah

HERE COMES THE MOMENT WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR...

TENTENTEN~

The first I ever held his hand.. it was sweaty but I dont care.. He's soooooooo cute!!!!!

We're being shot!! Photo shot!! A back one..

the gift

2009-05-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

I got my gift from him already!! It's a phone keychain! It's a letter 'w' with diamonds on it..

LAWAA~ but the downside is that a bell is attached to it so it's quite annoying but I dont care because I can annoy mum with it.. MUAHAHAHA!!!

Oh, and something happened during tuition that made me bang my head to the table and hit my head with my book.. After I got the gift, I instantly messaged azim with the 'Thank u sayaang' and 'I love you' and stuff.. But when I got my reply.. guess who messaged me??

HIS MOM!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! malu jua ku tu.. I shouted and hit myself!! fortunately she knows about me and him.. but that didnt make up my embarrassment.. then I forwarded the message I accidentally gave to his mother to azim's other number but also added about the message mishap thing.. he then told me to not message at that number anymore.. TOO LATE!!

oh well.. might as well deal with it..

pictures

2009-05-05T00:35:00.001-07:00

look!! that's azim!!! He's sooo cute~~ Love love love him~~~~

wait, wait.. I want to post his small sister's picture.. She's cute too.. But not as cute as azim :)

cute kan?? hahah.. but ia perasan banar.. when she saw my picture, she asked azim,

"bang.. ane kah kaka wani gf abang ane?"
"awu.. napa?"
"nada.. lawa saja tpi lagi lawa aku"

hahahaha.. perasan tah banar~

wait wait.. his little bro's picture lagi..

here it is.. it dark though.. so you cant really see.. all I can tell is that his face is a mini version of azim's face.. so that means he cute.. hahaha.. :D

okeyy.. I'm done.. malas ku upload lagi.. someday..

eh jap.. one more thing..

Azim drew this on his file.. Ragget kan?? when I first saw this.. Tears of happiness ran down my face for the first time.. cool~

cant wait

2009-05-05T00:10:00.000-07:00

tick tock tick tock..

time is passing by..
oh, why??
cant it fly??

hahaha.. apakan aku ane.. buat poem tepulang.. hahaha.. banarnya.. I cant wait till tuition later!! a few more hours left.. But the one thing I hate is that.. that DOAB will be there.. shit eh.. I may be gila.. and totally out of my mind.. I dont care!! cause not even her can make my day worse.. because it's that day that I've been waiting for.. sigh~

anyways.. I'm at the cyber at delima now.. Soooo borinnnggg~ The computer is so old fashion so it's hard to do our project.. I should have stayed home, and use my own computer there instead.. oh well..

as azim said,"yang telah berlalu, biar tia berlalu"

thanks for the advise sayanng~ I dont need to care about the past cause we cant change it.. might as well just think of the future.. as that is more important..

wah~ I'm getting wiser everyday.. Because of him.. He changed my life from better to the best.. looove him sooo much.. ehee.. :D :D :D

Surprise!

2009-05-03T02:45:00.000-07:00

Oooooh~ I cant wait till tuesday.. you now why? Because azim said that he bought me something and mum will give it to me on that day!!! OMG! I dont know what it is though.. He told me that it's a surprise but he did gave me a hint.. It has a 'w'.. My friends said that maybe it's a necklace or a keychain.. I'm not really sure.. But all I know is that it's nice... :)

i love u~

2009-04-28T00:25:00.000-07:00

AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM
AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM
AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM
AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM
AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM.AZIM

ABDUL AZIM BIN EDDY!!!
I LOVE YOU!!! :)

hmm..

2009-04-27T06:56:00.001-07:00

I know I have more songs that I destroyed.. But then I forgot.. Hahaha.. Stml banar aku ne.. Eh, biar tia.. Next time lah mun aku ingat.. Okey.. Well.. Tata for now~

and again

2009-04-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

my version of Kembali Pulang..

C ambuk yang dulu hilang~
Kini dia telah kembali pulang~
Akan ku bawa dia lompat~
Lompat ke dalam longkang~

C baie yang dulu hilang~
Kini jadi amah ku pulang~
Akan ku suruh dia buat~
Buat semua kerjaku~

another song

2009-04-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

my version of All I Ever Wanted.. It's actually for you know who.. That girl.. M*****

All I ever wanted was to see you crying~
All I ever wanted was to see you die~
I know that I hate you~
Oh, baie why dont you see~
That all I ever wanted was for you to go away~

the song

2009-04-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

my version of puspa..

Ko baienya yang buruk~
Cuba liat ambuk di sana~
Di sana ada ambuk yang cinta pada mu~

Ko baruknya yang bodoh~
Cuba liat aku di sini~
Di sini ada aku yang benci pada mu~

Yang aku tahu~
Bahawa diri mu~
Sudah berbau taie~
Dan aku tunggu sampai kau mandi~

Wowoww~

Jangan2 ko menyanyangi aku~
Jangan2 ko mendekati aku~
Sambungkanlah cintaan kamu~
Dengan si babun~

Wowoww~

Jangan2 ko menghampiri aku~
Jangan2 ko mencintai aku~
Putuskanlah kawanan kita~
Lalu bilang i hate you~
Pada ku~

long time ago

2009-04-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

eh, I just remembered this song I destroyed a long time ago.. wanna know? but for your information.. It doesn't involve azim, okey?

another jiwang time

2009-04-25T06:04:00.000-07:00

the things I love about you..
1) your eyes
2) your cute face
3) your smile
4) your laugh
5) your jokes
6) your way of saying 'I love you' to me
7) your way of calling me 'sweetie'
8) your way of making me laugh
9) your way of making me happy
10) your way of making me feel better
11) your way of saying my name
12) your way of saying that you wont leave me
13) your way of saying that you'll protect me
14) your way of saying that you'd rather die than seeing me cry
15) your way of saying that you love me even more
16) your way of saying that I'm your girl
17) your way of saying that you're my boy

jiwang time!

2009-04-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

Azim.. I love you so much that..
When you look at me, i see fantasies in your eyes..
When you hug me, i wont let you go..
When you hold my hand, a sudden nice feeling happens..
When you are beside me, i feel so protected..
When you say i am your girl, i feel so lucky..
When you say you love me, i can never stop smiling..
When you smile at me, i cant forget your cute smile..
When you tell me your jokes, i laughed like i never laughed before..
When you say i can trust you, i never had doubts..
When you say you would do anything for me, i never wanted anything else..
When you say you dont want to see me cry, i'll try my best to hold back my tears..

That's how much i love you!!

miss him

2009-04-18T04:34:00.000-07:00

sigh* i'm bored.. And i miss him.. His mobile is taken by his parents because he failed his geo and science.. So i cant chat with him or neither message him..

Ooh~ that reminds me.. I told him that i changed my mobile's housing from silver to black.. And at the same time, he told me that he change his from black to silver just for me.. But when he heard about that.. He changed his housing immediately back to black.. Hahahah..

And by the way our 1st month anniversary coming up.. On the 23rd.. Waiting.. While waiting.. I want to be jiwang.. So wait..

cool coincidence

2009-04-12T23:06:00.000-07:00

when I was chatting azim.. he told he found out something cool.. he said that we can mix our name.. You understand what I mean?? I didn't at first but he shown me this....

WA N I

A Z I M

W A N I

A Z I M

Now you get it?

cool huh?

unlucky day

2009-04-08T05:50:00.000-07:00

wah~ I was crazy yesterday and this morning.. It was because I was stressed.. not because of studying.. because of the fact that I had bad luck all day yesterday!!! let me tell you..

1. I woke up late

2. Accidentally left my pin at home but thank goodness there's a safety pin in the car

3. almost came late to school

4. my friends told me that they heard my name from the announcement and I didn't know why

5. we made too many mistakes during our aerobic even though during our practice we were

perfect

6. my sister took me from school forty-five minutes late

7. I was lugging a very heavy bag

8. with no where to sit

9. after school I didn't even come straight home but instead went to 'giant' and ate there and

shopped there till five o'clock and I was damn tired

10. rushed at home so I had little spare time to play my guitar

11. At tuition, I went crazy

12. Played with a beetle

13. Annoyed mumtazah

14. Taken home from tuition late

15. Next day, still stressed and said to everyone"you suck!!"

DONE!!!

Little wani and azim

2009-04-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

My version of little indians..

One, little two, little three, little wani~
Four, little five, little six, little azim~
Seven, little eight, little nine, little together~
Ten little "I LOVE YOU'S"~

Lovely, lovely little heart

2009-04-03T04:52:00.000-07:00

My version of twinkle, twinkle little star..

Lovely, lovely little heart~
How I wonder where you are?
Deep inside wani's heart~
Also in azim's heart~
Lovely, lovely little heart~
Now I know just where you are~

hi, hi cupid

2009-04-03T04:48:00.001-07:00

my version of baa, baa blacksheep..

Hi, hi cupid~
Have you any love?
Yes sir, yes sir, 3 bags full~
One for wani~
And one for Azim~
One for the little hearts between she and him~

songs

2009-04-03T04:02:00.000-07:00

I was bored at school last time when my maths teacher came late to class.. So.. I did my second most favourite way (after annoying people) to waste my time... Change people's songs..

But this time.. It's kid's rhymes.. And I wanna post it in my blog so that I won't forget them..

just read the next posts..

meeting

2009-04-02T01:27:00.000-07:00

Guess what? I met him at the damuan.. well, me and Imai planned it.. He came at 2 o'clock.. wayyy too early.. But at least he came..

Anyways... I was sooo shy when I met him.. He's so cute.. unluckily I talked to him once while he talked to me once.. for the one whole hour!! hahaha.. weird..

Wanna know what me and him said?

Azim- Bye wani..
Wani- Bye..

That's it!! I regreted not talking much with him.. and so does he..

After jogging we chatted.. He said that he regretted that he didn't pinch my cheeks before he went home.. Hahahahah..

I promise to myself.. Next time.. Talk to him while I have a chance!!!

the story

2009-03-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

You guys know that me and him like each other right?? But this is the day it actually became official.. It was on the 23rd march 2009..

I was chatting with him and I told him that I would text him back when I finished eating.. It went on like this..

W- bck
A- azim sembahyang dulu.. Ani mama nya..
W- okey
(a few minutes later)
A- im bck
W- welcum bck~
A- ehe.. Thank u
W- ur welcum
A- btw ada mama azim txt wani tdi?
W- awu
A- jgn wani tkut.. Nda ia mkn urg..
W- hahah.. Nda wani tkut..
A- btw tdi mama azim tnya.. "jim.. Wani atu gf mu?
A- wani tau apa azim jwb?
W- apa?
A- azim jwb, "awu.. Ia gf ku.."
A- mama azim ckp lgi, "owh.. Bh.. Mun ada gf atu.. Jgn kasar bhasa arh ia.."
W- yawah?
A- awu.. I swear it's true..
W- so rtinya wani gf azim?
A- awu...
W- :)
A- :)
A- I dont knw wat 2 say..
W- me too

DONE!! So that's the story.. That was the best day I have ever had..

news!!

2009-03-24T00:40:00.000-07:00

ehe.. Sorry.. Remember the last post? The one I was going to show his picture? Well.. I cant because the stupid photo uploader.. Owh well.. But I do have incredible news..

TENTENTEN~~~

Me and Azim are officially a....

COUPLE!! I'M HIS GF AND HE'S MY BF!!

Wanna know the whole story??

It's actually weird.. Understand what I mean??

As usual.. Read the next post..

craaaaaazzzzzzyyyyyy

2009-03-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hey.. I want to do something crazy.. You know what? Posting AZIM's picture in my blog.. Look at the next post................

missing

2009-03-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! I miss him!!!! I miss AZIM soooo soooo sooo much.. He's in kk right now until Sunday and I don't have a single thing to do other than day-dreaming about him.. Sigh~

I'm tres' boooooorreedd.. So now I'm just posting posts as much as possible.. Full tarus ne..

muahahaha

2009-03-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

hiya people!!!! Long time no post... Hahaha.. Sorry lahh.. no time to post anything.. Very busy lately.. But you wanna know something funny?? I edit mb3o's blog more than my own.. weird huh? That's me!!! hahaha.. Anyways.. I would upload my pictures.. but then.. The uploader palui ah.. veryyyyy LAGGING!!!! aaaaarrrrggghhhh!!!!! So ohwell.. I guess I cant do anything about it.. sorryyyy.. :)

treat

2009-02-16T01:02:00.000-08:00

sorry everybody!!!! I know I have not updated my blog.. so now.. you're in for a real treat.. I will tell you all the stuff that has happened..

Birthday coming

2009-02-02T03:39:00.000-08:00

4 more days till my birthday people!!! Alert, alert, ALERT!!!!!!!!! hahah.. crazy already... Cant wait for my ODM watch, cant wait for my barbecue party, CANT WAIT TO BE 14!!!!!!!!

depressed

2009-01-30T03:17:00.000-08:00

I was looking forward for my 1st day of guitar lesson.. But I found out.. It wasn't on that day.. sheesh.. I woke up bright and early feeling excited just to find out that I did that for nothing!!!!!!!

flood... Again..

2009-01-28T19:16:00.000-08:00

not again.. my house is flooded again.. but the weird thing is I didn't realise it was raining.. hahah.. maybe I'm a heavy sleeper.. atleast the flood wasn't as worse as last time..

Bad day

2009-01-28T00:24:00.000-08:00

owh damn.. Had bad luck all day today.. once I spilled soup on my hand.. eew.. sticky.. Den I was forced to finished all of my work.. Then when I came home, my aunties weren't there and the door was locked so we kept on shouting their names but no reply.. so.. My sis, whom was with me at that moment called the house phone.. It took a long while for my mum to answer it.. then she unlocked the door for us.. then after taking a shower.. I was really tired but I couldn't sleep cause my mum wants me to help her organize our certificates.. I cant even win a stupid game of spider solitare!! Pure badluck!!!!!!

2009-01-25T02:19:00.000-08:00

Sheeshh.. my anti.. has a really bad freaking case of stml(short term memory loss)!! How I knew this is true?? Well I have an example.. no no.. Make that two examples..
1. Last Friday she woke me up in the morning and told me that I'll be late for tuition class.. I told her it's Friday and my tuition is in the afternoon!!
2. Just now on Sunday.. She didn't wake me up.. I had a tuition on that morning and my tuition teacher would kill me if I was late.. Thank goodness I woke up just in time.. But it was a little late.. My tuition started at 8.30am and it was already 8.00!! So I got ready and dressed at warp speed.. I made it just in time.. My anti had forgotten that it was Sunday!!
STML!!!!!!!!!!

it's raining

2009-01-21T22:14:00.000-08:00

OMG!! My house was flooded by the rain yesterday.. The whole 1st floor was filled up until my knee level!! I could even swim in my own house!! hahah.. Like seriously.. Can you believe it?? That was the first time that ever happened in whole life.. Kind of sudden isn't it?? WEIRD!! Wonder why that rain was very heavy.. Most of my friends told me because Allah was angry at the people who didnt want to pay zakat.. hmm... That could be why.. Anyway yesterday I woke up early for school and realized that I couldn't even come to school.. my whole house was surrounded by deep rainwater.. even a few of my cars were filled with water.. so I just helped my maids in the morning since I couldn't sleep again.. I threw away all the water from the living room and cleaned all the rooms until late afternoon.. woww.. sooo damn tiring.. Here are some of the pictures of my flooded house..

welcum bck

2008-12-26T00:50:00.000-08:00

i'm bck 4rm singapore n kl evry1!!!!! soo tired..

hard..

2008-12-06T03:10:00.000-08:00

wah~ busy, busy, busy.. non-stop working.. helping my mum with her biscuit industry.. I don't even have much time to go to the mall with my friends.. sigh.. it's hard to find money these days..

adventure

2008-12-03T08:50:00.000-08:00

wow!! I am soo tired.. I just came from an adventurous trip at gua niah in miri.. and it was soo tiring.. and to make matters worse.. i had to pull my mum up the stairs because her legs got cramped.. and soo many stirs there was.. waahh.. sooo tiring but fun..

soo sorryy

2008-12-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

urggh.. sorry.. but my fingers are so tired that I don't have the mood to write another post about my jamboree.. there is just too much to tell.. all I can say is I had fun!! now.. I will go back to writing what is the latest news happening in my life.. tata jamboree stories..

more..

2008-11-06T22:31:00.000-08:00

3rd day.. The opening ceremony..

5.00: woke up.. took a shower.. bla bla bla.. we were wearing our normal pe attire..

7.00: ate our breakfast.. egg omelet and whatever..

8.00: the boys came to our camp as usual... to hangout..

9.00: me and my buds went again to the shops.. so addicted..

10.00: preparing our food..

11.00: cooked our food.. I forgot what we were cooking.. sorry..

12.00: ate our lunch.. yummy..

1.00: changes our clothes.. we were wearing our scout uniform.. got ready for the opening ceremony..

1.30: went to the arena.. well.. actually.. we marched there.. but we weren't really coordinated.. all of us were amazed at the other scouts' march.. they were so coordinated..

2.00: the opening ceremony starts.. we gathered at the arena according to our country.. we waited for the president of Indonesia and his wife to arrive.. when they came we stood up in a very discipline manner and recite the scouts law..

3.00: we all sat on the grass.. the other countries made performances of their culture.. most of them were dancing as I remembered.. their dances were very unusual.. as in WEIRD!!

3.30: we were watching the performances and waiting for them to end.. we were bored waiting.. Instead we made new friends with the other scouts and exchange our souveniers..

4.00: the performances ended.. finally!! and then the president gave a long speech about us being considerate to come to the jamboree and perform bla, bla, bla..

5.00: the ceremony is done!! me, huda, dibah and jiem were separated from the other Bruneian scouts.. we just walked for a while and then came the photographers.. we took pictures with the other scouts.. after they went away.. came more other scouts wanting to take picture.. tehn more and more and more.. urggh.. my mouth hurt from too much smiling..

6.00: we finally got away from the photograph maniacs!! yay!!

7.00: took a shower.. and changed our clothes..

8.00: had a meeting again.. our skip informed that that night,, we're going to practice for our performance..

9.00: ate dinner.. a late dinner..

10.00: went into our tents and got ready to sleep..

12.00: finally slept..

continuation

2008-11-06T03:00:00.000-08:00

now the continuation.. second day..

5.00: woke up.. took a shower n got ready.. We were wearing our normal pe attire.. We all had a meeting outside our camp.. We were given our asean scout jamboree t-shirts and caps.. Both of them were horrifying ugly!! Seriously.. The shirt was so big and it has long sleeves.. The cap was sooo old fashioned ang UGLY!! Our skip told us that we will practice marching around some parts of the camp..

7.00: Started marching.. We passed other scouts including indonesian, singaporean and malaysian.. The boys in our group said 'hi' to other boy scouts who we passed and.. Urgh.. Said 'pheweet' to the girl scouts.. Eeew.. boys.. But the worse thing is that the indonesian boy scouts were actually used to flirting.. weird.. I thought their country was.. umm.. you know.. clean.. but they actually are the same as brunei guys.. flirty.. Even one group gave flying kisses to us while passing us.. eew.. soo disgusting..

9.00: Finished marching.. went back to our camp.. exhausted.. rested.. we were told to pack our stuff.. we were going to our real camp.. yay!

9.30: done packing.. put our stuff in the bus... they just rested and waited for skip to tell us what to do... me and huda were bored so we walked around the camp and further away.. we were looking for shops or anyplace interesting..

10.00: finished walking.. we saw skip at this camp.. he asked where the others are.. we told him that they were still at the campsite.. he then asked us to call them to come there.. so we walked back again.. the place was quite far from our campsite.. so we were tired.. when we reached there.. we told them and continued going back.. we didnt even rest before going.. wah~ tiring..

10.30: reached the campsite for the third time.. finally.. rested.. ahhh.. relief.. we were shocked to see that us girls only have two tent to sleep in.. crowded!! our neighbours were vietnamese scouts..

12.00: we started cooking.. ourselves!! we cooked the rice, long beans and nuggets.. yummy.. we ate.. feeling full and satisfied with our tummy.. we sat near the road just chatting.. once in a while.. scouts from other countries came to us and introduced themselves.. so we made some new friends..

1.00: bad news.. we were told that we were at the wrong camp.. our camp were much further away.. we all sighed.. as we were too tired to move our stuff.. but we were forced to before it gets dark..

2.00: reached our real campsite!! finally!! and wow was it big.. there were 5 tents for us.. only us bruneian girl scouts!! wohoo!!

3.00: choose our tents.. unpacked our stuff.. I was in the same tent with huda, dibah and jiem.. we took our ingredients.. and just prepared the stuff.. other scouts from other countries were practicing for the opening ceremony.. only bruneian scouts were not joining.. dont know why..

4.00: just hanging out.. me and my tentmates made friends with our tent neighbours.. we were close.. they even came in our tent.. we traded our stuff and I gave them some souveneirs from brunei.. I made a promise to one of them that I would exchange my scarf with hers on the last day..

5.00: started cooking for dinner.. some of us ate our pop me.. while others just cooked eggs for themselves.. yum yum..

6.00: just bored.. made new friend.. made a concept for 'malam kebudayaan'.. we were thinking of dancing our traditional dance.. I think it was called 'joget' or something.. I was picked to dance.. and damn I sucked..

8.00: just walked around the campsite.. damn bored.. waiting for any activities.. went shopping at 'tokko jamboree' and the scout shop.. sooo cheap..

10.00: took our sleeping bags and got ready to go to sleep.. Zzzz...

jakarta, cibubur..

2008-11-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

Here is what I did during the asean scout jamboree.. I'll give you the full details if I can remember all of it..

8.00: went to the brunei airport.. took pictures and whatsoever and said goodbye to shaf and my family.. Shaf was the only friend who can come to the airport and watch me take off...

10.00: went into the aeroplane and took off..

1.30: reached jakarta.. Hello Jakarta!! Took our bags and waited for the bus.. Indonesian scouts welcomed us..

3.00: reached cibubur!! But stopped there for lunch in the bus and went to the toilet.. The toilet was disgustingly dirty! The bus stopped for half an hour.. I even had time to play cube.. The other scouts were counting down how long I could solve the cube.. They even challenged me if I could solve it for 1 minute.. But ofcourse I cant do that.. Do you beleive that only 3-4 people in the bus can solve the cube?? Unbelievable!! I mean really.. In ms.. Almost everyone knows how to solve the cube.. It is like a must.. Oooh.. And the thing I remembered.. urgh.. The guys was so 'gatal'.. They asked me to show them how I solve the cube with their oh so disgusting weird soft voice.. One of them even said, "Liat kan arah abang..".. Urgh.. I almost barfed.. Seriously.. But I just didn't show them my face..

3.30: Reached our campsite.. well.. not our permanent campsite.. Just a temporary one.. cause our camp is not ready yet.. So we were forced to sleep in the same tent with the boys.. But we tried our best to separate their side from our side.. We unpacked our bags and had our lunch again..

5.00: Shower and changed our clothes.. took out our sleeping bags and arranged them..

10.00: lights out.. But we were all still eating dinner.. Me and Dibah and Huda slept for a while..

12.00: We woke up.. We couldn't sleep.. The others were still awake..

2.00: Others were sleeping.. We couldn't sleep cause we had enough sleep.. We heard our skip snoring!! So we laughed and laughed and laughed.. Even our skip shushed us.. But we just cant stop laughing.. It was sooo funny..

3.00: Finally slept..

Okeyy.. This is all I can write for now.. The next day will be on the next post.. okay??

aahh.. civilisation..

2008-11-05T06:56:00.000-08:00

I'm back!!! Sorry that I haven't updated my blog for quite a while.. But you know me.. so so busy!! there's exams to think of.. Anyway.. omg!! the jamboree was fun!!! I'll tell about it on the next post.. just read on..

SURPRISE!!

2008-10-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

My sis is here for raya!!! Damn shocked!! I was tricked by my whole family!!

nervous

2008-09-24T02:07:00.000-07:00

Look at the countdown!! 24 more days till jamboree!! Freaking nervous here.. What to pack?? What to bring?? What to do there?? Who do I know there?? These questions are giving me a headache.. But all of this adds up to one thing.. Be calm!! Inhale... Exhale.. Still nervous.. Hmm..

confessions of a teenage girl named wani

2008-09-23T10:09:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking a lot lately.. About this one thing I dont think I can ever get.. ****.. I know you all know what it is.. But I always daydream how it is like to have it.. In my daydreams.. Pictures of my friends always pops up.. The one who are very lucky to have it and are destined to let it be that way.. Keeping it safe from any disturbance.. I don't know why I kept thinking about it.. It is as if I need it so badly.. Is it that important?? I once heard this saying.. Have you ever felt that you want something so badly but you know you'll never get it?? Well, actually this is mostly like that.. It is like a tiny voice in my mind is shouting.. "Go on!! Take it.. You know you want to.. It is not that far away.." But I just cant.. I dont really know why.. I need help a.s.a.p...

Yahoo!

2008-09-15T07:32:00.000-07:00

ooooohhhh... good news.. High percent chance of having another camp at hq!! yay!! But one problem.. That happens at the end of this year and I'm going to singapore.. But will be bck on the 26th.. I think.. I wish I can join it.. I wish it happens after the hoiday.. Amin!!!

answer

2008-09-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

well.. As I said before.. I have jamboree a few days after school reopens and I need to be fit no matter what.. I dont want to be a fat girl when I arrive there.. Or I wont keep up with the activities.. Right??

Fasting month

2008-09-11T04:55:00.001-07:00

It is now the puasa month.. Although I havent a lot and I exercise so much.. My weight is never decreasing.. I'm trying my best but it is useless.. I'm going to be fat again after raya.. So why am I wasting my time.. The answer is on the next post..

My reason

2008-09-11T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hiya.. Sorry I havent written a post 4 a while.. Our espeed is not working and now I'm using my mobile just to check my blog.. It's wasting my time.. My parents already called the internet service but they're so slow.. Impatient here..

beating heart

2008-09-02T15:33:00.000-07:00

I forgot to write this but on last Sunday.. Something happened that made my heart beat really fast.. And it was all because of him.. A***.. It was around two o'clock and I was chatting using my brother's laptop.. When suddenly.. He was online.. I'll write down the whole conversation..

me: Hi
him: Hi.. who is diz? ( I think his brother was using it)
me: wani.. is diz a***?

Then.. he started a video call!!

him: wani.. Did u accept?
me: yes
him: where's ur video cam
me: i havnt insall it yet
him: owh.. It's ok..
him: can u see me?
me: yes
me: u luk funny

Then.. he put on hs usual cap..

me:heeyy.. U're wearing ur cap
him: sorry

Then.. He took off his cap.. I saw his face and looked around him.. I noticed that he was in a cyber with another guy.. I figured it was his brother.. Because they look amost the same..

him: wher r u nw?
me: in my room

Then.. he stopped the video call..

him: sorry I have to stop the video call
him: I have to go off9
me: y?
him: my mum is luking for me
me: owh
him: well
him: bye
me: bye

Then.. he went off9..

That was it.. I knew it was just for a while.. But when I saw his face.. I feel so.. wanting him.. I almost cried and said to myself.. Why didnt I install my web cam.. I dont know how.. And then I complained.. Why did his mother have to come at that moment.. Now.. I'm waiting him to go online.. because I have already installed my web cam and I dont wanna regret anymore.. waiting.. Just waiting..

Awake

2008-09-02T15:18:00.000-07:00

Wani here.. And I'm wide awake. It is 5.20 in the morning and I can't sleep.. We have just finish our daily aerobics and I'm damn tired.. There is just about no water to take a shower.. This is bad because I smell like sweat.. Stinky sweat.. And yesterday was really tiring.. After aerobics.. I didnt sleep.. Not even a little.. My decided to take us shopping for yoga mats for our aerobics.. So we went at around 10 o'clock when the shops was beginning to open.. Then we searched around kiulap for about two hours just to find a shop where they make personalized chops.. We didnt find any so we gave up and went to the mall.. Then.. Something bad happened.. While my sis, mum and I was going to the escalator.. One.. No.. Two guys.. About 16.. I guess.. Tried to flirt with me.. Both of them said 'hi' to me in a flirty tone... When it is clear that they are total strangers to me.. eeww.. Typical bruneian boys.. I ran to my sis after that for protection.. It was an unpredictable experience..

sweet memories...

2008-09-01T14:50:00.000-07:00

We're making the 'longkang'.. So that our tent wont flood when it rains..

Ms scouts hiking.. Guess which one is me??

Our group is at the starting line.. I forgot what's our group name.. Hehe..

I'm not in this group picture..

Fithri and Qibah group won.. Congratzz..

Land scouts..

Kaka Shar, Yuni and the others..

I can see Seng, Ahmed, Khalid and Fadhil..

All the scouts at Rampayoh..

Mum-o, me and Fithri.. Getting ready for hiking..

The boy scouts are eating..

Skip Zulhusmi and Sir Mubarak..

Playing the game 'kahwin, cerai, tunang'.. It was fun but we have to find a partner who are strangers to us.. And it's girls and boys.. So embarassing..

Me and fatin is in this picture.. Guess where?? Beside fatin is wani senior.. My scout senior.. She has the same name as me..

Our campsite!! It took us a day to finish it.. Our tent is the on the right.. The one with some people in it.. There's six girls in it.. Me, Fithri, Fatin, Qibah, Zawanah and Yuni.. We did it all by ourselves.. Cool huh?

Cool tower.. It's for flying fox, hanging and excelling.. soo fun.. But I just did hanging.. The easiest one.. I know flying fox is fun.. But I'm too scared to do it.. Even when I climbed up and look down.. I almost chickened out.. I regreted not playing flying fox.. I promised to myself that next time.. If there is a flying fox.. I will play it.. I dont wanna be a scaredy cat..

Us scouts are lining up outside of our campsites in rampayoh.. What we call 'PULL IN"..
The only people I recognise here are Izzudin, Seng, Fadhil and Ahmed..

Oooh.. I remember this. At Rampayoh, KB.. I think we were going to the dining room that time.. Eating dinner.. I guess..

These are the reminders of the good old days.. If I can change time.. I will do it againg and again.. Sigh.. Ohwell.. Atleast I had this experience..

puasa time!!

2008-09-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow starts puasa!! Wohoo!! The first day of the health month.. No school!! Great!!

Selamat puasa!!

2008-08-30T23:31:00.000-07:00

A few more days until puasa.. I call it the health month.. Do you know why?? Well.. I can answer that.. You see.. Every day.. After sahur.. Me and my family.. Do aerobics until school starts.. Freaky huh?! Well.. That's not all.. After school.. Around 4pm.. Me and my sis will either go jogging around the block or play badminton until sungkai.. WOW!! That'll be tiring.. Really tiring.. Yikes! But it's worth it.. I have to be fit before jamboree at Jakarta.. I don't want to be left out.. These are the sacrifises of being chosen as the only scout in ms to go to the jamboree.. Hope I won't be too tired.. Well.. Wish me luck..

A confession

2008-08-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

It has been 43 days since he broke up with me.. But deep inside that feeling for him is still there.. Every time I think.. I imagine his face.. His cute face.. Can't stop it.. Even when I talk to my friends.. His name came out.. ****.. I always day dreaming about him.. About the sweet memories we shared.. The day he porposed.. 27th March 2008.. Been a couple until 4th July 2008.. On Wendy's birthday!! That terrible day.. The day he broke my heart.. That time I had tuition.. I was chatting when he did that.. I felt like I wanna shout and cry my heart out.. But I couldn't.. I even went to the toilet to wash my teary eyes.. My face was so white like a corpse.. Yet, my eyes couldn't let out any tears.. Not even one single tear.. I don't know what came over me.. At the same day, a friend of mine whom I always chat with me porposed.. At first, I rejected.. But he kept on asking again and again until I accepted.. I don't really love him though.. I know it's bad.. But I just can't stand to see his heart break into pieces.. Then... I thought for a long time.. But less than one month.. I broke up with him.. I don't really know why.. I felt as if I don't want to have a boyfriend because of that certain guy.. I even swore to myself to not have a boyfriend for a long time.. From then on.. I'm single.. And proud of it!!!

me me me!!

2008-08-16T19:17:00.003-07:00

I know I'm weird.. But that doesn't mean people have to be so judgemental.. Seriously.. It's my life.. Not theirs.. Does it hurt for me to be different and unique?? I tried to be as common as possible.. But I can't.. It is just not me.. If I do.. I won't be myself anymore.. I'll be a stranger.. Sooo.. I better just be myself.. That's the right thing for me to do..

wohooo!!

2008-08-15T06:53:00.000-07:00

Yahooo!! No more orals!! Done!! But waiting for the other tests cumin out.. stress here.. have to calm down.. be patient.. lalalala.. dont know what to do next.. HAHA.. seriously.. happy birthday to my luving sis.. love you!!

The one and only wani

2008-08-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

I am back!! Make room for the one and only wani!! prefer to be called 1e, wan-2-3, wani-o or just plain wani.. Noone can change who i am.. NOONE!!! Dont even try to change who i am.. because then i will be a total stranger.. Rite?? Rite.. I am different, unique, rare.. Noone is like me.. When i say noone.. I mean NOONE!! Got that? Dont know what more i should say.. so.. Be in touch.. My next post of my life will be coming.. Just wait..