I forgot to write this but on last Sunday.. Something happened that made my heart beat really fast.. And it was all because of him.. A***.. It was around two o'clock and I was chatting using my brother's laptop.. When suddenly.. He was online.. I'll write down the whole conversation..

me: Hi
him: Hi.. who is diz? ( I think his brother was using it)
me: wani.. is diz a***?

Then.. he started a video call!!

him: wani.. Did u accept?
me: yes
him: where's ur video cam
me: i havnt insall it yet
him: owh.. It's ok..
him: can u see me?
me: yes
me: u luk funny

Then.. he put on hs usual cap..

me:heeyy.. U're wearing ur cap
him: sorry

Then.. He took off his cap.. I saw his face and looked around him.. I noticed that he was in a cyber with another guy.. I figured it was his brother.. Because they look amost the same..

him: wher r u nw?
me: in my room

Then.. he stopped the video call..

him: sorry I have to stop the video call
him: I have to go off9
me: y?
him: my mum is luking for me
me: owh
him: well
him: bye
me: bye

Then.. he went off9..

That was it.. I knew it was just for a while.. But when I saw his face.. I feel so.. wanting him.. I almost cried and said to myself.. Why didnt I install my web cam.. I dont know how.. And then I complained.. Why did his mother have to come at that moment.. Now.. I'm waiting him to go online.. because I have already installed my web cam and I dont wanna regret anymore.. waiting.. Just waiting..