It has been 43 days since he broke up with me.. But deep inside that feeling for him is still there.. Every time I think.. I imagine his face.. His cute face.. Can't stop it.. Even when I talk to my friends.. His name came out.. ****.. I always day dreaming about him.. About the sweet memories we shared.. The day he porposed.. 27th March 2008.. Been a couple until 4th July 2008.. On Wendy's birthday!! That terrible day.. The day he broke my heart.. That time I had tuition.. I was chatting when he did that.. I felt like I wanna shout and cry my heart out.. But I couldn't.. I even went to the toilet to wash my teary eyes.. My face was so white like a corpse.. Yet, my eyes couldn't let out any tears.. Not even one single tear.. I don't know what came over me.. At the same day, a friend of mine whom I always chat with me porposed.. At first, I rejected.. But he kept on asking again and again until I accepted.. I don't really love him though.. I know it's bad.. But I just can't stand to see his heart break into pieces.. Then... I thought for a long time.. But less than one month.. I broke up with him.. I don't really know why.. I felt as if I don't want to have a boyfriend because of that certain guy.. I even swore to myself to not have a boyfriend for a long time.. From then on.. I'm single.. And proud of it!!!